it's getting harder just being here.

/and our love is still burning/

seriously i hate some people that claim to be my friend.

telling people shit i never said, or i was joking about.

ruining relationships

god. i fucking hate people

seriously im not a whore:)

i dont sleep around unlike you.

i still love you like you wouldn't believe, and i would never do anything to hurt you.

i can't mentally handle being in a relationship.

yeah until the next girl comes along.

no you're the only girl i ever want to be with, the only girl i'll ever love.

ugh...why am i so stupid:(. I'm sick of crying.

i miss you so much.

you're my one and only, the only person i'll ever truly love. and only person i want to love, you'll be in my heart forever, and soon enough you'll realize that we're meant to be. i wish it didnt take all of this pain for people to see whats truly important, and who's truly important. I would never hurt you.

love's all that matters in the end.

so i guess i really didn't mean much at all, if it only took a month and a half to forget about me. You're not the same person you were back when you used to tell me you'd love me forever no matter what, and that i would be the only girl you would ever love.

You're better than all of this.

 And we could be happy together like we used to be, because i love you, and you love me, and we're meant to be together. I promise things will be completely different.

How can you not see how perfect we are for one another. Three years of being perfectly in love. Everyone has their problems i dont get how you cannot see that, we've had so many more good times than bad, all you needed to do was talk. You're my whole world my everything, the only person I've ever truly loved with all my heart .You mean everything to me, and I'm truly nothing without you. you said we were right for eachother, we were soul mates, best friends and one day you decided to take it all back. I know you still love me but somethings holding you back and i dont know what it is, i dont get it we're perfect for one another, we love eachother, we're best friends, we know everything about eachother. We could make it through all of this and be fine, you know that, and i know that, why can't you do something about it.,

Right now i hate waking up without you, not being able to hold you and tell you how much i love you, kissing you, talking about the future, talking about all our problems, laying in eachothers arms and falling asleep. Joking around about everything, watching movies, playing video games, tucking you in when i would leave to go home, making you food so when you woke up you would have something to eat, holding you hand, fighting with you whenever we would just start laughing, hanging out with your family and mine, going out, my cousins wedding, playing with my niece, having her love you more than me, seeing the way you were with my family and realizing how much i wanted to be with you for the rest of my life.... I miss you so much, I keep thinking one day you'll walk up to me and just kiss me and we'll be together again:( I fucking hate this, I wish you would see this is killing me, I've havent went a day without crying since all of this has happened:( I still can't believe it......you know that we could make it through this, i know thats why you're trying to distance yourself, they don't know you or love you like i do, you never had to act a certain way or change who you were with me you could be whatever way you liked, you didnt have to do things to make me like you, i loved you because of the person you were whenever we were together, the weird things you did, the cute things you did...the bad things you did, anything and everything you did. You're perfect to me, and we;re perfect for one another, things could be different but you dont want to try, its not fair that I've given you so many chances whenever you wanted one, but the minute i want one chance to show you how much you mean to me you won't even let me try. We could go back to the way things used to be between us, joking around, cuddling, being completely in love:( why cant you see how great things could be. please:( before it's to late:( realize that we're meant for one another, and our love is better than this.